Monday, August 01, 2011


For a long while, it has been nothing but tears to accompany me to sleep, wishes of a better tomorrow and prayers for strength to survive another day.

I can't say that has subsided, nor has any of the issues fully resolved. Neither do I know why I'm going through all these.

The bitter lump is still in the throat. In fact, the waves continue to crash over me, fiery arrows fly from all directions without any sign of abating.

If anything, I'm challenged to trust and hope in a God that seems silent for most part of this struggle. There doesn't seem to be any (visible) light at the end of the tunnel, and I grab at whatever I can to support me.

For now, your prayers and encouragement have been my lifeline. At least I know I'm not alone in this.


Crowned Fish said...

There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Let God lead you through, and he will lift you up in the end.

I have been through dark tunnels of my own, and God has done so much, even as much as changing the company's organization model to meet my needs.

Trust that he will do the same and more for you!

lala said...

wow apa pasal?

§nóflèk said...

Crowned Fish : thanks for sharing your own experience. glad to hear that God changed your situation for the better, i guess He's really making it more reason for you to fully settle in Japan and serve Him? hehe :) still remember your testimony about watching tv and feeling for Japan.

lala : manyak pasal lo